Why is Everything So Difficult? Part 1 of the Woe is Me Series

I want to go to college, I love school. I always have. But EVERY SEMESTER I have to fill out this paperwork proving that my taxes are correct. I don't know anyone else who has to do this, let alone, do it every semester. It's almost enough to make me just not want to finish. Scratch that, it is enough. I'm over it. I'm just so frustrated with the system, but I know that I'm the worst part. I have a hard time getting things started. I plan on doing the coolest things, but I never follow through with them. It's not fear holding me back, but a complete lack of desire to accomplish anything. But only half the time. Sometimes I can't get things done fast enough for my liking. I'll wake up at 2 AM and have to vacuum out my car BECAUSE IT HAS TO BE DONE RIGHT NOW. I'm abnormal.